MISSYLINA

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Friday, May 28, 2010 -{'23:07

Was feeling totally disappointed. I thought baby and me can smoothly headed for picnic but end up raining. Spoil the day and i wasn't feeling good. I was so excited in the morning when i wake up and all the way i was waiting for bi to wake up. From afternoon 1plus i keep calling him but he refuse to pick up. I know he sure switch his phone to silent mode which i really don't like. Actually i purposely call him and then hang up, thought call him for 10 calls, follow by another 10 calls until i also cannot tahan myself. The feeling was like, i gonna kill him for not picking up my calls. I feel today is not our day or maybe i think i very suay today. I waited at home for bi to get done himself. End up all the way i wait until 3plus and and and so i decided to bus down to his place there to look for him. Then i feel damn suay, i walk half way and then started to rain. My cloth get wet and i hate my hair get wet when i already tie it properly. Inside heart, i know we won't be able to carry on our planning. I was a bit feeling moody, like for the whole day i was waiting, i was calling and i was angry for don't know what. So i blame him for getting slow, wake up late and all sort of things.

Just when i got to his place, before that i was calling him but no one answer. So i call to his house and wanted to inform him that i gonna reach his place and ask him not to come over and look for me but no one refuse to pick up the call. I thought, yes i thought his parent not around but cannot that he also not at home. Then what if i reach and he's not at home. I was getting super pek cek that time, keep calling but no one answer. 5 to 10 minutes later, he call back and apologise for not answering my calls but i already angry to the max and refuse to pick up his call. He also did the same things, keep calling me and i keep rejecting his call. The moment i pick up i told him i don't feel like meeting up because i feel no point already. I ask him to come down now as i going to reach soon to the bus stop. I heard himself say alright i will come down now. End up i reach there and saw no one. It's raining heavily and call him but this time i can't reach him. I switch off my phone and call back but still couldn't get him. The phone just keep engage. I was pretty frustrated at the moment, i just don't care and walk in the rain. I was shouting out loud inside heart why am i here today. Why am i walking in the rain when everyone is with umbrella or what. My cloth all wet and my hair all stick on my skin, still i never saw him.

I go up to his house and he finally call me. He told me that he is at the coffee shop and ask me where, ask me how come my phone couldn't get through just now. I was angry and straight away hang up the phone. I just don't feel like seeing him because i know we were sure quarrel. The moment he saw me, i ask god why treated me so bad today. I had been calling since noon time, caught in the rain, couldn't get him all plus together cause me cannot don't blame him. So the whole evening i was staying at is house, watching tv and angry him. Feel wasted to spend my day like this but still cannot change the fact. I damn suay today, tml got to pray before went out. LOL!!! Hais!!! I not happy not happy not happy la... Humph... go sleep better. Nights