Haha just the third day only, i already start to feel uneasy. The feeling suck to the max. Last night, didn't chat with bi much because after long hours of duty, bi cannot take it the tiredness. So even how longer i wanted to chat with him, i also cannot be so selfish. Till this morning, i was told by him that he will be waken up at 5am. Suddenly i wake up in the middle of the night, saw that he didn't msg me at all. That time, it's almost 6am. I thought maybe he overslept or the time he told me last night was not accurate but when i sleep back and wake up at 10plus, he still haven't msg me. Because of this i couldn't sleep back and wake up very early. Keep wondering can i call him but end up i didn't. Instead of msg him but waited till 1 in the afternoon, he still never reply me. ): That time, suddenly, i mean suddenly i recall something back. The feeling isn't very good, when i started to compare it, i cannot help to stop myself. The moment bi used his buddy phone to msg me, i was relieve and sure he's safe. This silly, really silly bring along his phone with him during duty just wanted to msg me and suddenly inspection check, he was caught. Was lucky that he didn't punish by staying back for extra duty. Thank his buddy for lending him the phone to let me know that everything is alright for him but i know he's very tiring after each duty because it's not like what he told me in the first place. Duty 6 hours, rest 6 hours. The duty is more than 6 hours and rest is less than 6 hours. Glad that tml he finally can book out. The first thing he went home is to lie on his bed and had a big fat sleep. Haha... I miss bi, badly...
