♥ Gonne be with you
Monday, June 22, 2009 -{'20:38
Firstly, baby and me trying so hard to hold our r/s on. Perhaps none of us wanna see the hardest part to happen. I know he's doing his part and i hope that i can do whatever a gf should do. I know it's been hard for him to torture me esp sometime i will mood swing out of sudden, throwing my temper, say those hurtful words to him, trying to swing my hands off when i feel piss off. I know showing that i dun want to hold his hands or even swing his hand off will make him feel sad or even angry cos its show that i dun even wanted to bother him. Sorry baby... i know this hurt u. For all and all, i dun wanna use the hope again instead i will wish and confident to say we will be alright and better. Love you bi...
To wei-na,
Sorry that when you are sad, knowing that you dun feel like saying anything and we still come and find you. Actually our good side was just wanted to let u cry out to make yourself feel better. Do think of a positive way, is a good thing that now you and your bf still talking and everything seem to be normal, isn't it. If he really love you, he will change for you. I know you will be waiting for him, right? And i know he will come back to you one day. Sometime loving someone is easy but than very hard for your partner to do everything. I guess he need time to change himself in order for you to accept him again. I know this feeling, it's kinda hard for you know. Beside crying, there's nothing that you can release your sadness inside heart. Every last chance you give to him, no matter what you will still give him one more. I wish that he will change for you and soon you all will get back together. Isn't this r/s important to you? If both of u still got LOVE for each other, everything can be solve. This is what i always believe, hope it happen in you too. Dun think so much... You still got us (:
