♥ This post was specially wrote to me and i just realise it's for me after 2 years later...
Thursday, June 04, 2009 -{'21:46
Is she the one?July 27th, 2007 by garylwaI have fallen for her to the point of no return.The first day when we talked on the phone i already got a crush on her and as the days passed by,no words can be used to describe my feeling for her.I know i have fallen too deep.I know its hard to love her secretly without getting hurt but i am willing to be her guardian angel to be there whenever she needs me although its hard and but i just want to care and be there whenever she needs me.Maybe she already has someone she loves as i saw from her msn msg but I have learned to love her without anything in return.I may be foolish to do such things but i know to love someone,u have to give her the happiness that she wants.If there is a guy who love her and care for her more than i do,i am willing to let her go no matter how much i love her.I cant bring myself to confess my feeling to her as i haven even graduated so in term of financially i cant really support her.My friends told me if i dont tell her my feeling now,there will be other guys who will snatch her away.I know the i will regret and depressed but i dont want to get involved in a relationship just for fun,i am faithful and hope my the other also do.I want someone who can be my wife and accompany me through the rest of my lives,no matter how hard the road is as long as she and i are together.I am not a saint,just a guy who wants to become a better man in every aspect with each passing day.Its hard to be a good guy let alone a good person.to be continued…
I know maybe u already have someone in mind and i am not the one.I know u are secretly in love with him too.Y dont u let him know?Do u know my feelings for u?I called u almost everyday and i try to control myself from calling u everyday as my friends advised me not to call u too often.Although, we have not know each other very long,i have fallen for u alr.I know its too fast and thats y i didnt confess my feelings to u.This is the first time that i have actually given such an expensive gift to someone who i haven even seen.I just want to meet u that day but when u tell me u are not at home,i was feeling sad and disappointed.I waited to wee hrs hoping i can pass u the gifts but u told me u are not back yet.I know i have to let things go naturally and dont push too hard.I tell myself i can be ur guardian angel and be there whenever u need me.I tell myself not to think of u but whenever i see ur pics and those beautiful doed-eyes of urs,i start again.I know maybe i am not the guy u want but i hope u wont get hurt by jerks again cos i want to see u smile and not sad.I love that eyes of urs and whenever u are happy ur eyes will reflect that emotion of urs as though it has life itself.My semester is going to start soon i dont have time to think of other things but if u got any problems or when u are down just give me a call,i cant promise i can console u when u cried,but i will cry with u.If are happy, i am more than willingly to celebrate ur happiness together with u.If i am busy,i will try my best to listen to u if u called.Loving u always…to be continued
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