MISSYLINA

♥ So much of hardwork... Tired -_-'

Monday, June 15, 2009 -{'19:04

Hello peoples, im back to my blog again. Miss me... check it out what i had happen during this miserable 4 days. So much so much things happen.

The meal for the first day. Can't really rem this is my lunch or dinner but than i can said that the food really suck to the max. Even kenneth said that it smell stink after few hours times. I hate it, really man.

Second day of work, i meet up with winna they all at marina for breakfast. Cos we know it will be a hard day for us again. So better to eat full full before starting to work. My second day lunch with winna.

Our dinner time. Whenever came to dinner time, it mean that the fair is close. Also mean it's time for us to take a seat and rest our sour legs.

The third day. I started to lose my appetite due to many things. Maybe im stress but not towards working... I can't ate my lunch finish. Not even half packet.

Our dinner for the third day...

Last day of work. Kenneth they all meet me at Raffles city and we head to burger king for breakfast. Again, i nv finish all and winna started to said y this few days i became like this. Instead of her, she keep eating like enjoying herself, she said. Haha!!!

Our first meal and also last meal cos we eaten this dunno lunch or dinner. Lunch and dinner deliver almost the same time. WTH
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Here we goes. Last day of work than we cam_whore. Can imagine how busy we are.

My kakkis for this 4 days. Toilet kakkis, lunch and dinner kakkis and even share our unhappy tgt. Lotsa of venting to each other.
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Finally, the pack up of stock...

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Thurday working i saw xiuling and her bf. Chat a while and than they went off. At the same time saw my cousin working the IT fair also but than he walked too fast. I can't even call him cos the fair was too noisy. Jeslynn didn't scolded us this time instead of she spoke to us in a nice way but than again towards the customer we serve, she always talk so rude and loud to them. Many customer walk away just cos of her talking attitude.

On Friday, i'm so sad that i didn't sold any laptop. I feel like wasting my time standing down there giving the flyer. Feel like im a cheap labour or sometime. Saw jasmine and her bf at the IT fair and she told me something and after that went off without saying good-bye leh... tsk... My mood was down and at the same time i having quarrel with bi since wed... I feel so low morale. Im asking myself, did our r/s change or even the both of us. We quarreling over the phone after i reached home. Slept at 2.30am and woke up 8plus in the morning. Im super exhausted. I was this to stop going on on my mind. I couldn't take it anymore.

Saturday, im happy at least i sold out some of the promotion laptop and also meeting bi later. Finally, i stopped my cousin when he walked pass me. Haha!!! Inside my heart, it's still recovering what happen for the past few days. I couldn't really got myself to work and i got to smile and work till the end of the day. This is fake seriously. I almost feel myself fainted soon with so much inside my brain. Im asking, should i give up? Bi came over and fetch me home. We took bus all the way to my house kopitiam for my late dinner. All the way inside bus, we nv talk. It's kind of strange and weird feeling when he hold my hand. I thou i should feel happy, yes im happy to saw him when the time i offwork. I cannot act infront of him that im so happy to see him here. Cos inside heart, our problem still there. Everything went fine after dinner and i thou it's gonna to be fine...

Last day of work. Had my breakfast with winna they all at burger king. Seriously dun feel like eating but then winna keep asking me to eat. We share our problem and at least her problem solved fast. Just when i thou of mine, i feel so shagged. I feel like crying during the work but i was bearing everything to myself. Alr so many days but i still see no return. I told winna that everything im gonna said to him tonight no matter what. I feel so tired towards this r/s. I feel like giving up, on him, on me or even on our r/s. I feel no point carry on like this. I hope i can give him up easily, i keep telling myself this. And just when i meet him up, the first time i was so piss off with the whole day. I told him, stop calling me bi, you can call me oi, wei, hey or even my name if you respect me. If you dun feel like carrying on just tell me, i know what to do. I damn piss off and feel so much deep disppointed with our r/s. Yes this is how you value me, this is what you want to see our r/s is sinking in. Just when finish spoking my final decision, he told me let's try working out again. What am i going to said, i just accept everything after that. Last night, everything seem to work out fine and i hope it's really gonna to be fine. Feeling so unwell and tired, sleep all the way till this morning.

As for today, wake up in the early morning. I also dunno how come i wake up this timing. Saw winna and bi msg. Msg with her about my thing and back to sleep. Nvm go school cos we all damn shagged this few days. I need to do some facial and everything. Somemore i had UT tml and till now i still havent study. Bye peoples.