Bf said it look like one of our photo...

and and this is the one...

Our dinner

The flower that he brought for me

The flower



Our wallets

• It's already past 2am le and i thou i will blog things to be as sweet as last year. I know and i wanted to try not to quarrel during this time but then thing always can't be avoided. I'm sad and really sad. I wake up in the morning and as usual do housework and waited for bf to came over my side. Our conversation on phone started the first quarrel. Actually everything started last night. When the moment he came over my house, started to pass me the present, the first card he do after so long of complains, the first time he wanted to change our wallet photos, first time he willing to wash out our photos itself, the very first smile of the day. We went to Marina, walked for so long just to see what to eat but we run out of idea. I saw so many couples, having flowers on their hands, gifts and so. This day had filled with lotsa of LOVE. As usual, we went over to "Mian Ai Mian" for dinner and he went down to buy me flower. He knows me, i dun like real flower cos i dun want them to die infront of me after few days later. Baby said, if he got time he will make me one instead of buy. I agree with him and replied that if u willing to do for me, no matter how ugly it's, i will accept it cos i know u put in effort to do me one.

• After dinner, we walked all over to suntec and walked back to marina for movie. Watching "Valkyrie" but seriously cos of some misunderstanding, i didn't concentrate watching it. Once movie finish, wars come. This time, seriously i dunno how come i cannot take it and i got the mindset of letting him go. Walked over to esplanade, our earlier promise was to go over to took photos after movie but really quarrel until i got no more mood to took anymore, I cried. He told me that he didn't know that it's a Valentine's day and yet it's the day you are asking for "breakoff". I just can't control my tears to drop down, i can't bare to said this words out when i'm still love him so much, i can't let him go when i actually can't live without him. All the NO just cross my mind. My heart really feel so pain...

• We cab home. On our way back we didn't talk to each other. Indeed i didn't move over to sit beside him. Just when we look out the window, we were thinking exactly the same thing. He suddenly hold my hands and asked me to move to his side. Alight the cab, we will standing at the bus stop and he told me, promise me, swear to the god that he will never do such thing again. The cab recap us last time, the want and dun want, the together and not together but the feeling is true. After club he will send me home, we will talk to each other no matter how tired, we will sit close to each other, the feeling just came back. I cannot deny that from that moment, i wanted everything back so much. And now, we are fine and everything back to normal... i still love him like how i use to. Although we didn't had a great and sweet memories this Valentine but but it did show how much we cannot leave each other.